It's been awhile

Not many things make me happier than sunshine on my shoulders and spending a whole day doing something I enjoy. It was amazing outside today and I wish I would've taken more advantage of it. I spent most of the day inside at my Dad's making a watch & a bracelet. I love making things. I would love to live on an island and own a jewelry shop, but I've got to have money to do that, ha. :]

I've been working the past two weeks and it's pretty terrible. The cooks are creepy & the place smells. I'm trying to tell myself that I only have to do it for 3 months & then I'm free. Hopefully I can stick with it.

Speaking of 3 months..it's about that long until I graduate! I can't wait, the past 7 months have gone by so fast, for which I'm thankful. Even though that place stresses me out and annoys me to no end, I'm going to miss it.

I'm learning to love people, even when they mess up..and it's really, really hard. I'm also trying to not be afraid of who I am and what I feel. It's something I've always struggled with, and I feel like very few people truly know me. I'm ready to move and have a place where I can really invest myself & my time, and people I can really get close to.

I keep having pregnant dreams. They totally freak me out because they seem so real. Eek. Good thing there's no possible way I'm pregnant.

I'm off to do yoga & laundry...and possibly read a book & finish a necklace I started.

Ugh

I miss hanging out with all my boys, before I dated any of them. Life was care free, and I didn't have to worry about how I looked around them. All that mattered was good movies, curry, lots of wings, and video games. I miss it. :[