There's Beauty in the Breakdown..

Everything about my life in Noblesville has fallen apart...only for much more promising things to begin to fall together. I love the people I've met here, and I will stay close with a few of them, but this place never has been, and never will be, home. I've been spending more time recently in Huntington with Heath & Hillary & some other people. I love being there. It feels more like home to me than Marion does. I know it seems crazy that I'm moving to a place where I'll probably make 1/3 of what I could be making down here, but I know it's what I'm supposed to do. I've struggled with the decision a lot, and I've been praying about it constantly. It just feels right, that's the only way I can explain it. On Monday I'm dropping my resume off at a salon in Huntington and I'm looking at a house to potentially rent. The house sounds pretty cool, it's $110 a week, which seems really cheap to me compared to rent down here, but Hillary says it's expensive...I guess we'll see!

I'm going to talk to my dad about giving the child support, that has been going to my mom, to me after I graduate. It would be a tremendous help for me financially, and a little less stress until I can get up on my feet and take care of everything myself.

I've been thinking about going to college at HU in a year to study Literature. I'm still not sure if it's what I want to do, but by then I'm sure I'll know.

Everything in my life is pretty undecided right now, but that's okay...because I think as soon as everything seems to be figured out, something else changes. :]